An Uncomfortable Night
I’ve been watching more Jessica Jones on Netflix and now I can’t sleep. It’s bringing up all sorts of ghosts and making my skin crawl, but its also a riveting drama. I just have to limit my viewings to...
View ArticleApparently I’m A Bit Scary
Would you borrow a book from this man? It has come to my attention that there are a number of people who seem to think I might be a bit scary and not to be crossed. I find this mildly amusing. There...
View ArticleAh Buggeration
Bear with me, the switch in my head that allows me to be a positive soul has flipped and all the little self-loathing lies are dancing round again. Bloody marvellous; hello self-doubt and the certainty...
View ArticleNew Week, More Of The Same
I’d love for this not to be a depressing blog, but it’s been a crap month – January having almost become the Monday of Months (to paraphrase one of the baristas at the local coffee house). After a...
View ArticlePicking Up The Pieces
Life is slowly starting to resume a more normal pattern, but it’s hard going. On top of the grief that came with the passing of Lady M’s father we have a lot of anger to process, andca mountain of...
View ArticleLaughter Is Definitely The Best Medicine
So, last night we went back out for #Tuesday, gathering around us the usual crowd of reprobates and trouble-makers to pretend to listen to some music while unwinding from the chaos of life. I was on...
View ArticleSome Thanks
There are a number of people who, over the last few weeks, have gone above and beyond the call of duty to help and support us, and this post is simply to say thank you. You know who you are and what...
View ArticleJust One More Go
I don’t know. Have any of you ever had that experience of trying to play a game and just running out of time because the real world has other ideas? I’ve got one of those situations at the moment in...
View ArticleGrumpiness and Preoccupation
You may have noticed a bit of a slow down in posting of late, and if I put my hand on my heart it’s been because I’ve not really been feeling too motivated. There’s been an awful lot going on...
View ArticleAn Uncomfortable Night
I’ve been watching more Jessica Jones on Netflix and now I can’t sleep. It’s bringing up all sorts of ghosts and making my skin crawl, but its also a riveting drama. I just have to limit my viewings to...
View ArticleAh Buggeration
Bear with me, the switch in my head that allows me to be a positive soul has flipped and all the little self-loathing lies are dancing round again. Bloody marvellous; hello self-doubt and the certainty...
View ArticleNew Week, More Of The Same
I’d love for this not to be a depressing blog, but it’s been a crap month – January having almost become the Monday of Months (to paraphrase one of the baristas at the local coffee house). After a...
View ArticlePicking Up The Pieces
Life is slowly starting to resume a more normal pattern, but it’s hard going. On top of the grief that came with the passing of Lady M’s father we have a lot of anger to process, and a mountain of...
View ArticleWell that was embarrassing
I upgraded my phone this week. Did it transfer all the app permissions and passwords. Don’t be silly. Could I remember the password for this site? Could I, buggery… All is now well thanks to some...
View ArticleInternational Rescue
There are times when my counsellor looks at me, raises an eyebrow, and struggles to sigh, grin, and stay composed all at the same time. It usually happens when I’ve been putting other people’s needs...
View ArticleTricksy Tricksy Back
It’s a sunny day, the painkillers seem to be working, and there’s no food in the house that doesn’t need thorough defrosting and cooking. A walk down to the local supermarket to grab a loaf of bread,...
View ArticleUneasy Malaise
My enthusiasm and joie de vivre are both pretty suppressed at the moment, and it’s taken me a while to compose my thoughts around recent events. The murders at Pulse in Orlando, and of Jo Cox MP in...
View ArticleFuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, fuck fuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck – fuck fuck...
View ArticleAre We Nearly There Yet?
I’ll be glad, as my grandfather used to say, when I’ve had enough. Of what? I hear you ask. You could probably take your pick of a number of things ranging from a non-stop day at work; the effort taken...
View ArticleOh, So You Want To Talk Stressful Journeys?
Just to prove that the best laid plans absolutely will fall apart even for the most organised of us, our return trip took double the expected time. In retrospect, believing our satnav when it first...
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